No.

Just no.
Ashamed? oh yeah.
Pathetic? yes.
lame? yes
 Fat?Yes.
Anorexic? NO.
Bulimic? maybe.
Stupid? yes.

This blog. is. a . display. of . a rational, mind, that was fucked up and turned STUPID by society.

It'll never be completely repared. I will be 47 kg. I don't know how yet, but not this way. I will not follow the masses of red/blue bracelet skeletons. Both the mononeurotic ones and the truly mentally ill ones.

I will not be a regzig, Kate moss, Nicole Richie groupie.

And i will not depend on the internet to help me.

Exept for one thing.

http://findingthinagain.tumblr.com/story

click it. now.